The History of Me

Beware of Cars Crashing into your house

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 01:22:14 GMT

AN out-of-control car smashed through a picket fence, narrowly missing a Melbourne man putting out his rubbish bins, and crashed into his house.

... damn! poor bastard

It tells me to do so... and i wouldn't want to answer one of beck's questions with a lie now would i

Sat, 12 Nov 2005 08:08:35 GMT

1. Who are you?:
2. Are we friends?:
3. Why are you my friend?
4. When and how did we meet?:
5. How have I affected you in any way?:
6. What do you think of me sexually?:
7. What's the fondest memory you have of me?:
8. How long do you think we will be friends?:
9. Do you love me?:
10. Do you have a crush on me?:
11. Would you kiss me?:
12. Would you hug me?:
13. Physically, what stands out?:
14. Emotionally, what stands out?:
15. Do you wish I was cooler?:
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
17. Am I loveable?:
18. How long have you known me?:
19. Describe me in one word:
20. What was your first impression?:
21. Do you still think that way about me now?:
22. What do you think my weakness is?:
23. Do you think I'll get married?:
24. What makes me happy?:
25. What makes me sad?:
26. What reminds you of me?:
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
28. How well do you know me?:
29. When's the last time you saw me?:
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
31. Do you think I could kill someone?:
32. Are you going to put this on your Livejournal and see what I say about you?:
33. Who do you think my crush is?

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 12:50:13 GMT

Something interesting:

The shortest chapter in the Bible: Psalm 117

The longest chapter in the Bible: Psalm 119

The middle chapter (in the entire Bible): Psalm 118

There are 594 chapters before Ps 118, and 594 after Ps 118. Add these two 594's together and you get the number 1,188

The middle verse in the Bible: Psalm 118:8

And what does this verse, at the exact centre of the Bible say:

"It is better to trust in the Lord, than to put your trust in man"

The centre of the Bible is, in essence, the centre of Christianity.

Just thought you may enjoy that...

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 22:20:25 GMT

if you EVER stay at a hotel, never use the spa...

...yeah

HINT: LOOK AT MY PREVIOUS POSTS...

Fri, 03 Jun 2005 21:45:39 GMT

need ... sleep. need ... sleep.

Why is it that just when i want my pager to go off for john moroney so i'm only away for an hour, it turns out that it's a damn house fire in llanilo and i don't get home until almost 3! and i have to get up for work at 6...

hey rj - WHERE'S MY 40 McF#$KING NUGGETS!!!

* falls asleep whilst typing, standing up at the desk at work *

i think today is going to be a day of many cans of V!

"Can you guys grab your ladder and take a look up there? - Nup, the ladder's busted. Oh well, can you set up some lights to light the place up - nope, the generator's busted. So can you help us ventilate this room - sorry, the ramfan is busted too..." (or it went something along those lines, but spread out over an hour or so ... how can i remember - IT WAS AT ONE O'CLOCK IN THE FRIGGIN MORNING!!!

oh well, and then it was funny watching hans almost blow up a new generator.

I'm going to go now because i'm rabbiting on about stuff you won't get...

cheers,

ME

Mon, 16 May 2005 06:21:13 GMT

364 days ... ... ... wow

Thu, 05 May 2005 09:07:12 GMT

After a year away from home, the title of NSW Rural Fire Service Cumberland Zone Champions has returned to the Berkshire Park RFB. The brigade had the only crew to place in all three events, these being the category one event, the emergency drill and the structure fire event. The brigade came 3rd, 2nd and 1st in these events, respectively.

Oh, and the new website is up! go to www.bprfb.org!

Cheers all!

Mr|Ando

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 10:36:23 GMT

I know it's wierd that a guy should quote missy higgins, but this really describes how i feel at the moment.

I've hardly been outside my room in days
Coz I don't feel that I deserve the sunshines rays
The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away
It was then I realised the conscience never fades
When you're young you have this image of your life
That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife
And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross
And if you happen to you'll wake completely lost

But I will fight for you
Be sure that I will fight
Until we're the special two once again...

And we will only need each other
We'll bleed together
Our hands will not be taught to hold anothers
Coz we're the special two

And we could only see each other
We'll bleed together
These arms will not be taught to need anothers
Coz we're the special two

I remember someone old once said to me
That lies will lock you up with truth the only key
But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell
And couldn't see this place would soon become my hell
So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face?
Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place
I know im not deserving of your trust from you right now
Oh but if by chance you change your mind
You know I will not let you down
Coz we were the special two
And we'll be again

And we will only need each other
We'll breathe together
Our hands will not be taught to hold anothers
When we're the special two

And we could only see each other
We'll bleed together
These arms will not be taught to need anothers
When we're the special two

I'll step ouside my minds eyes for a minute
And I'll look over me like a doctor looking for disease
For somethin that could ease the pain
But nothin cures the hurt you, you bring on by yourself
Just remembering, just remembering how we were

And we would only need each other
We'd breathe together
Our hands will no be taught to hold anothers
We were the special two

And we could only see each other
we'd bleed together
these arms will not be taught to need another
coz we're the special two

... i'm sorry.

make up your own lymerics ... (slightly naughty)

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 08:15:12 GMT

there once was a girl called jenny
she was much, much smarter than penny
but she went out with kyle
there were marks on her neck, for a while
but kyle was a tool, according to many

there once was a man named hayden
the fiesty young ally was his maiden
they were on and off like a switch
he once even called her his bitch
and patty beat him to get laid, then

*NOTE - THERE IS NO REFERENCE TO ACTUAL EVENTS IN THE ABOVE LYMERIC*

there once was a dude called reggie
at times he could be quite edgy
but reg is my mate
unlike dean he is straight
so i don't want to see him a veggie

there once was a guy named liggo
he was cool, but the moments did come though
And shareen is his girl
she's the light of his world
so it's down the aisle they will go.

there once was a guy called dean
to him we're always mean
but that's cos he's gay
no matter what he will say
especially cos of his tat, which we've seen

there was once a woman called wendy
to many people she was quite friendly
she would give counseling for some
finding out what's wrong when we're glum
but some thought she was just trying to be trendy

--- --- --- --- ---

OK.. so they're pretty crap, but is that creative enough for you mof&$ker!

WOrk is boring btw ...

I Love beck! - just in case you didn't already know

Wed, 09 Feb 2005 17:18:08 GMT

You Are 27 Years Old

27

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

You Are the Helper

2

You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.

You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.

Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.

You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.

What number are you?

You Are a Golden Retriever Puppy

Tolerant, fun-loving, and patient.
You are eager to please - and attached to your frisbee.

What Breed of Puppy Are You?

Woof Woof Woof! Do you like frisbee? I like frisbee?

Let's go outside. Can we go outside. We really should go outside. Have you seen what it's like outside?

Fri, 04 Feb 2005 09:16:20 GMT

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just incase you didnt get it the first time...i love beck...

that dang nabbit quiz thingy

Sun, 26 Dec 2004 15:59:09 GMT

Okay, here's what you're supposed to do. Try not to be LAME and spoil the fun. Copy (Don't Forward) this entire e-mail and paste it into a new e-mail that you can send. Change all of the answers so that they apply to you. Then, send this to a whole bunch of people you know *INCLUDING* the person who sent it to you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known facts about your friends. It is fun and easy ***Remember to send it back to the person who sent it to you***

1. Starting time: 02:43AM

2.Name: Mark Stephen Anderson

3. Best Friends: Beck, Hayds, Wendy

4. Sexiest Friend: Beck

5. Funniest Friend: scottie hartog!

6. Smartest Friend: beck

7. Dumbest Friend: ally

8. Shyest Friend: ummm ... loz perhaps? (only a tiny bit of sarcasm there)

9. Most Boring Person: Austin

10.Who/Where Do You Get Advice From: The bible, beck, my rents, hayds and wendy

11. Date of birth: 19/08/1985

12.Writing hand: right

13. Eye Colour: blue grey

14. Shoe Size: 11

16. Shoe Brand: RM Williams

17. Do You Crack Any Body Parts: my fingers - it's usually me you can hear cracking them during the sermon

18. Pets: dog - tess (the best kelpie in the world!) as well as about 5 fish

19. Siblings: nada, bada bing bada boom bada bang, not one

20. Email: mark.anderson@optusnet.com.au, mark015@optusnet.com.au, etc...

21. Girlfriend: Hell yeah.

22. Crush: see above

23. Fave Teacher: Stath, or perhaps either of the jarmsies. fave lecturer at uni - vashti - GO THE VASH

24. Killed Someone: not myself. I've come close once but i don't think i have the guts to do it. I do have connections tho so don't piss me off.

25. Laughed So Hard You Peed Your Pants: not that i can recall

26. Ate A Tub Of Ice-cream: came damn close to a 4L tub a couple of years ago... then lost the lot.

27. Ran Into A Glass Door: yeah ... and broke it...

28. Went Into Rotten.com: yeah - i was a foolish 15 year old once. Hey, I know a foolish 15 year old now! I'll get you back for calling me boring alexandra jane dunn

29. Gone Skinny Dipping: ummm ... no comment

30. Gotten Hit By A Car: does walking into one count?

31. Ran Into A Parked Car: see above

****Girls Fill Out About Guys****
32. Boxers or Briefs:
33. Tall or Short:
34. Does Size Matter:
35. Six-pack or Muscular Arm:
37. Ear Pierced or not:
38. Sporty or Outdoorsy:
39. Good Guy or Bad Guy:
40. Hat or no hat:
41.Tan or No Tan: cough

***Guyz fill Out About Girls****

43. G string or Regular: "Underwear not the best thing in the world ... but next to it."

44. tall or short: Short

45. Long Hair or Short: Long

46. Dark or Light Eyes: Dark

47. Light / Dark Hair: Dark

48. Ears Pierced or Not: Pierced

49. Curly or Straight Hair: Straight

50. Good Girl / Bad Girl: A good girl who knows the time and place to be naughty.

51. Hair Up or Down: down

52. Sporty or Classy: somewhere left of the middle

53. Chicken or Not Afraid: unsure

****Which One Is Better****

54. Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi

55. KFC or McDonalds: neither - subway all the way

56. Cats or Dogs: dogs, by miles

57. Coffee or Tea: peppermint tea ... we LOVE

58. Sour or Sweet: sweet

59. Vanilla or Chocolate: chocolate

60. Cake or Cookies: mmm ... cookies

61. Day or Night: Night

62. Lights On or Off: Whatever ... I have nothing to hide

63. Summer or Winter: Summer

****Your Favourite****

64. Food: Roast Lamb

65. Animal: Dogs

66. Holiday: Fiji ... and that's all you're finding out beck!

67. Quotes:
For humour: "Do you have carpet or tiles in your shower?" - ONE OF MY MATES AT SCHOOL
For smarts: "There is no try. Either you can, or you can't. If you can't give up and work on a different way to do it."

68. Radio Station: Nova 96.9

69. Place: once again, fiji

70. Do You Believe In God: does the fact that i trust my life in him answer your question

71. What Do You Want 2 Be Wen U Grow Up:either a concierge or a firefighter ... or both

***Random Questions****

72.Define True Love: ME n BECK

74.Hugs or Kisses?: hugs, then kisses

76. Who Was The Last Person You Received an email from: Beck

77. White, dark, or milk chocolate?: milk or white, in that order

78. What song are you listening to now?: none ... I'm at work

79.Who is most likely not to send this back: I posted instead of sending

80. Ending time: 02:58AM

my new quiz stolen from fran ... good on ya wen...

Mon, 13 Dec 2004 15:38:28 GMT

1. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING NOW? work uniform
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? left behind: armageddon
3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD? Dell
4. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME? Monopoly
5. FAVOURITE MAGAZINE? RMW Outback or Aussie Utes
6. FAVOURITE SMELLS? Grass fire
7. FAVOURITE SOUNDS? beck's voice - i know it's sad ... i don't care
8. WORST SOUND? nails on a chalkboard or a dry texta on paper
9. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? fear
10. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP? I want to go back to sleep
11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOUR? red
12. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE? by 3 - hospitality thing.
13. MOST IMPORTANT THING IN LIFE: love
14. FAVOURITE FOOD? chocolate.
15. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA? vanilla malt milk, vanilla cake, chocolate everything else.
16. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST? I hit the gum tree didn't i?
17. FAV TV SHOW? Third Watch
18. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? Did until about umm, i dunno ... 15 YEARS AGO!
19. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY? amazing. shows me how awesome god is.
20. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? hyundai accent ... until i bent it around a tree
21. IF YOU COULD MEET ANYONE TODAY DEAD OR ALIVE, WHO WOULD IT BE? my grandad i never got to meet.
22. FAVOURITE DRINK? two choices, bundy and peach ice tea
23. WHAT IS YOUR BIRTHDAY? 19 August 1985
24.DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI? Yes
25. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Cheif Concierge, Marriott Hotel NY
26. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE? yes...... i still am
27. GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL? if it's rum or ice tea half empty, if it's water half full.
28. LAST VIDEO YOU WATCHED? the day after tomorrow ... although that was a DVD.
29. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? mmhmm
30. WHAT IS UNDER YOUR BED? my rc car box, shoes, more shoes, old clothes, the dog half the time, heaps.
31. FAVOURITE NUMBER: 7
32. FAVOURITE SPORT TO WATCH? v8 racing
33. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU: she takes great local paper photos.
34. NAME A PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND: i'm not sending i'm posting.
35. PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND? see above
36. YOUR NAME AS IT APPEARS ON YOUR BIRTH CERTIFICATE? Mark Stephen Anderson
37. FINAL MESSAGE: you all mean the world to me, but never let the world stop you from getting what you want.

i must be jinxed...

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 19:33:15 GMT

last week or so -> elevator

last night -> the spa, except these two were very intimate and decided to go and have a naked *insert expletive or any other related word* in the spa at 4.30 in the morning!!! The worse thing was i had to kick them out, and they were at first just ignoring me and keeping going, so i turned the bubbles of the spa off ... that got there attention. my next option was a bucket of cold water.

I mean, come on, haven't people heard of beds!?!

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 15:52:22 GMT

there's nothing wrong with cheese. It's yellow, strong, matured, vintage, it can be gooey or it can even be mouldy, so in a ways it can be like parents ... except parents aren't yellow ... unless they have jaundice ... or malaria ... although that leads to jaundice doesn't it?

oh, and btw erin, you may want to remove "shopping trolleys" from your interest list. if you want to know why then click on it on your info page and further investigate the communities interested in shopping trolleys... yep ... there are some sickos in this world ... and this time i'm not talking about the majority of the robinson children.

sorry, that was uncalled for, although really beck isn't a robinson child so therefore she is exempt so i hereby retract my apology.

This is a very random update and thus it is really incoherent. i can use voluptuous vernacular and awesome alliteration to further frustrate the fascinating group of fellow humans whom i am fortunate to call my friends.

today's show is brought to you by the letters f, v and a, as well as the number 1,363,952,789,785, which is the number of nanoseconds it took you to realise that i am completely crazy! that's right it took you one trillion, three hundred and sixty-three billion, nine hundred and fifty two million, seven hundred and eighty nine thousand, seven hundred and eighty five nanoseconds to realise that i am gradually going insane... think that's quick? It's actually around 22 minutes.

on a completely different matter here's a bit of a social outburst (you can tell i'm tired)

---The following is an entirely unwarranted rant by me---
Q. What is the difference between yoghurt and the majority of modern society's approach to sex?
A. Yoghurt starts with culture.

I am sick to death of what the world has become. I am sick of girls who wear clothes that are smaller than my face washer. I can't stand the whole idea of male macho competitiveness when it comes to relationships with women. I am sick of people becoming vain, or becoming judgemental and seeing people by only their appearance. a relationship will come out of knowing how the other person thinks, not how they look. you are close to someone when you know the next thing that they are going to say, what that facial expression means, the tone of their voice and the way it betrays their emotions, not by sleeping with them.

--- Here ends the entirely unwarranted rant ---

Don't even ask me where that came from. I was thinking about getting rid of it but i have a policy, the only time i press the backspace key is to change a typo, that is it.

For those that are going to come to me and say: "Are you ok?" "Is everything alright", etc. I AM FINE. I think i'm just tired and therefore ranting and raving like an al willet sermon out of control.

Three word phrases that sum up how i feel:
work is boring
i love beck
i need sleep
i love beck
i feel sick (austin, mike and i all ate too much at lone*star)
i love beck
work is boring

Maybe i should put that bottle to my head and pull the trigger. - guess what i'm listening to henk...

ok. this post is getting just a tad long in the tooth so i'm gonna press the post button and leave you all in peace and harmony.

P.S. don't worry about me, i'm just tired and ranting incoherently.

sorry beck ... we're not in the same bit. but i promise that i'll drop by frequently

Sun, 28 Nov 2004 15:13:11 GMT

The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	Moderate
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Very Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Very High
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	High
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	High
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	Very High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	Very High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	High

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

funny stuff

Tue, 16 Nov 2004 13:36:02 GMT

HEHEHEHEHEHE

I just walked in on a couple in the lift! And they weren't just making out if you get what i mean. Funny s#@t, even funnier that i am the second person to do so, the first being a guest about 20 minutes ago. He was pretty good about it though, had a laugh and all that jazz.

Paul's Place

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 02:15:16 GMT

Highlights:

travelling through glenmore park 3/4 plastered at 1 in the morning (jenny dropped barney home first)

barney drinking bundy and coke from his boot

mark (not me, paul's mate mark aka 'dude') and his very funny linguistic skills after too much rum.

Hayden not being a complete idiot - he only came for ten minutes tho :(

Paul and his Colin McRally (it's colin mcrae rally, and it says on the box), and the 'main fiddler'

Lowlights

pat being an idiot and teasing reg and his new gf jenny (no not that jenny either)

hayden on the phone to jenny m at 12.30 ish sounding upset and making mark (me) worry

dude's jokes and him thinking that they were soo funny

songs..

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 17:18:03 GMT

Ok so i'm posting alright! there's no need to get all excited!

I think the best way to describe how i feel is with a few songs so follow below to find out.

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I'm not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm tapping into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
I'm chasing after you

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held on to
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and I'm not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm tapping into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Just hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment
Hanging by a moment here with you

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She don’t care about my car
She don’t care about my money
And that’s real good because I don’t got alot to spend
But if I did it wouldn’t mean nothin’

She likes me for me
Not because I look like tyson beckford
With the charm of robert redford
Oozing out my ears
But what she sees
Are my faults and indecisions
My insecure conditions
And the tears upon the pillow that I shed

She don’t care about my big screen
Or my collection of dvd’s
Things like that just never mattered much to her
Plus she don’t watch to much t.v.

And she don’t care that I can fly her
To places she ain’t never been
But if she really wants to go
I think deep down she knows that
All she has to say is when

She likes me for me
Not because I hang with leonardo
Or that guy who played in ’fargo’
I think his name is steve
She’s the one for me
And I just can’t live without her
My arms belong around her
And I’m so glad I found her once again

And I’m so glad I found her once again
And I’m so glad I found her once again
Gazing at the ceiling
As we entertain our feelings in the dark
The things that we’re afraid of are gonna show us
What we’re made of in the end

She likes me for me
Not because I sing like pavarotti
Or because I am such a hottie
I like her for her
Not because she’s phat like cindy crawford
She has got so much to offer
Why does she waste all her time with me
There must be something there that I don’t see

She likes me for me
Not because I’m tough like dirty hairy
Make her laugh just like jim carrey
Unlike the cable guy
But what she sees
Is that I can’t live without her
My arms belong around her
And I’m so glad I found her once again
Found her once again
I’m so glad I found her once again
Once again

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Guess what ... or should i say ... guess who ... I'm missing?

Oh and by the way...

I LOVE BECKY!!!

Ok ... I'm going now

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 03:53:20 GMT

Hey all, just a quick note to say hi bcoz i have to go to work in 5 minutes or so...

The penrith show is on on Saturday and Sunday! - Do any of the st_steves_youthers want to go and do sumfin - we could -->

Come along at 5.15 on saturday to see berkshire park take on llandilo in a portable pumping display/competition on the showring

Come along at 3pm on Sunday to see Berkshire Park defend their title as the Tug-o-War kings of the Cumberland Zone. We've held it the past three years, can we keep going?

P.S. Janis and Kat, I may be late to the bowlo on Saturday or possibly i may just meet you all at panthers as i am in the above mentioned competition.

Hello to everyone!

Life ... death ... why?

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 09:58:33 GMT

I cannot begin to even explain to you all how close John Sandilands was to me and my family. He was the sort of family friend who if he was any closer we'd be related. I have never had anything but respect for him. He was a kind loving man and one of the strongest Christians i have ever met, a fact that my family is especially proud of due to the fact that my Grandma taught him in Sunday School.

I have so many amazing memories from the things he has taught me and was in nothing but shock when i found out about his passnig away.

I'm torn between two very hard places. The funeral is on Friday at 11am, but Brendon is meant to be picking me up to go to Cessnock at 9. It might sound petty that i can't decide, but the Mr Sandilands I know would have not wanted me to miss out from going to Cessnock. My own problem is that i don't know if could forgive myself for missing the funeral of someone who has always been there for me.

My parents have offered to drive me up to Cessnock after the funeral but i don't want to be a burden on them either.

If anyone has an opinion i am open to suggestions.

Cheers,

Me

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 01:07:48 GMT

What will your true love look like? by lunaticfaery
First name:
They will be:	Shorter than you.
Their hair color will be:	Brown.
Their hair length will be:	Shoulder Length.
Their eye color will be:	Brown.
You will meet this person:	Somewhere in the wild blue yonder.

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Thu, 22 Jul 2004 07:30:52 GMT

Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.

The quiz

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 16:53:02 GMT

1.) What is a word that can make any amusing sentence more amusing? boontz

2.) Does the question "Which is more important: looks or personality?" annoy you? yes. yes. yes.

3.) Who did let the dogs out?: whoever left the gate open

4.) Have you ever eaten a bug intentionally?: nope

5.) Are you a sexy beast?: Hmmmm...

6.) Have you ever coveted your neighbor’s wife? yuck!!!

7.) If you died tomorrow and went straight to Hell, what would you assume the reason to be?: sin

8.) If you could travel to any time period, when would it be?: the time of the starship enterprise, with capt. jean luc picard

9.) In all honesty - how do you feel about your appearance?: Appearance is nothing. it's not as if i can see myself anyway, and i don't care what other people think of my appearance

10.) Why, God, why?: does the toilet go different ways in different hemispheres.

11.) Does disco live?: "the music is within you"

12.) What’s your theme song?: I hate you, f#$k you, leave me alone by Reel Big Fish. That's one of many.
Stuck on you...

13.) Alms for the poor?: no! then they will rob us! oh, ALMS, i thought it said ARMS

14.) Are there any English words that you despise more than Satan in all his sinister glory?: Satan and his demons in all their sinister glory

15.) Are you a good dancer?: never

16.) Could one conceivable argue that masturbation is therapeutic?: no. you wanker.

17.) What are your favorite words to use in conversation?: Hmmm. Yuck. What you talkin about willis.

18.) True or false - All homophobes are inherently evil.: This is an interesting one. The bible is actually homophobic in the fact it describes homosexuality as evil. but the bible also tells us to love your neighbour as yourself. Liggo... if you read this can you explain?!?

19.) What is the most amusing name you have ever come across in a telephone directory?: Fuk Mi Chinese Restaurant

20.) Drugs - are you into that sort of thing?:
Yep. Paracetemol, Sudoephidrine, and a bit of alcohol

21.) How do you feel about garden gnomes?: WHAT'S WITH THE RED HATS

22.) Do you remember the eighties?: a lil bit. pre skool and stuff. Yuck.

23.) Avril Lavigne - is she a poser or a goddess?: poser. with no good songs.

24.) Do you readily recognize the word "triskaidekaphobia"?: no

25.) What is the best public scene you have ever created?: fighting a fire? I dunno

26.) Were you an abnormally fat child?: yes

27.) What would you say if I told you I was in love with your sister?: bestiality is wrong. tess is my sista.

28.) What about your cousin?: they're all married except for the two in queensland.

30.) If you could give yourself a makeover, what would you do?:nuffin. God created me as me.

NOTE: I DELETED 29 as it does not apply to my gender

If you're gonna rig it, rig it properly

Fri, 16 Jul 2004 16:07:59 GMT

Hey, nothing's 100% perfect, is it?